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I'm in a rut. I am being so indecisive that it is actually driving me insane, this would explain why I act so wild in school. Usually I can decide things pretty well but here it is just too hard because both choices are equally great and if I choose one then I will be devasted that I can't have both. And there is always the third factor... An option that I don't want to choose at all, and yet it's present for some odd and annoying reason. Basically I'm split between two choices, both of which I want, and a third choice which I wish did not exist because life would be a lot easier. It's sort of obvious where I'm going, nowhere, so basically I'll let the situation zoom off at snail speed. ZOINK!


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Nov. 2nd, 2006 10:50 pm (UTC)
"just two hard"

um, Asya. . .

Grammar aside, you'll be fine because you don't have to really make any decision now (if I've deciphered your cryptic writing correctly). Time will slowly smooth everything out, so just sit tight. (Just not so tight you look like you have something up your butt.) Don't drive yourself crazy over things that won't matter so much to you in six months time.
Nov. 2nd, 2006 11:07 pm (UTC)
The problem is, it probably will matter in 6 months because it mattered 3 months ago... the third factor and the primary decision were just forming.

Sorry about the grammar, I was sort of preoccupied. I fixed it though, thanks. And I'm not really MAKING a decision. It more like I don't know which path to take, wait... that is making a decision. It's just that each of the decisions are equally enticing and they are growing more so everyday. I guess time will smooth everything out. For now, I shall resort to the wonderful world of philosophical chemistry.

Does that exist by the way?
Nov. 3rd, 2006 02:50 am (UTC)
If I think I know what you're talking about, you really don't have to worry about the third factor; you can't do anything about it, you just don't have to choose it. C'est tout!

As for the other two... like Steph and Alexandra said, there's no reason you have to choose now. You'll see in 6 months if it still matters; heck, a lot changes in a week, 6 months is longer away than it might seem.

Nov. 3rd, 2006 03:14 am (UTC)
Um what? You know what?
Nov. 3rd, 2006 10:31 pm (UTC)
I don't know if I'm thinking of what you are, but if I am, that's my advice (I'm assuming you don't want me to SAY what I'm thinking because you were all cryptic in writing it, so I tried to decipher it...?).
Nov. 3rd, 2006 12:32 am (UTC)
wow, I'm not confused at all... :P
Nov. 3rd, 2006 12:39 am (UTC)
Hmmmm....either I know what youre talking about, or I have no idea. I think I'll choose the former. Anyway, whatever it is, decisions will usually be made/work themselves out on their own. I'm kind of sick of saying this, but it really makes sense: Take one step at a time. Take each day as it comes, don't think about the future (because I know you do), and just CHILLAZ. Everything will work out!

The bishop is cornered three to four in that position.
Nov. 3rd, 2006 12:45 am (UTC)
Nov. 3rd, 2006 02:49 am (UTC)
as i posted on elena's wall... track reunion please!? update on each other's lives??
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